Its been month since the last time i post something..waaaaaa...feeling ko nasasaktan na si multiply ko T.T promise mag post ako ng mga pic sayo!:DMusta Christmas ko?Ayun parang di pasko, im sure most of you feel it, parang di pasko, kundi ang ilaw at parang ang hirap ng buhay..buti pa last year at sana okay next year.How did i spend my christmas? Nung morning, my family greets papa Jesus a very Happy ...
I'm not gonna cry,i promise myself not to cry,i hate everything,but i hate myself moreEveryday seems hallow..and I'm just hiding behind my shadowI feel stupidi feel numbi feel everything is out of placeyet i cant make any rightEverything seems too hallow..and I'm still hiding behind my shadow ...
matagal na din from the last time i created this kind of blog, but i really cant help it, im so happy that i cant stop thinking of what had happened a moment ago. Actually it wasnt something very special, Angela, Eumir, Albert and I spend an hour or two chitchatting before Eumir treat us to a midnight dinner? haha.wala lang, yayaan lang, pero super saya ko na:P siguro i just missed walking at midnight ...
She can’t express what she feel while looking at the old familiar scene. The river is near with her. The grasses are still that high and dancing as Mr. Wind gave some blow. The sunset and sunrise are still nice to watch on this place. The changes aren’t that much. Her secret hide out is still a secret after all. A wide grin plastered on her face when her eyes landed on a familiar bench and a tree, ...
tagal ko na din di nag-update dito! haha:P naisip ko lang magpost ng walang kakwenta kwentang gawa ko, yung iba nasa livejournal ko, pag sinipag ipost ko din:PI'm confused, I'm lost,my soul and body are nowhere to be find,I'm stupid and dumb,my brain is now out of sight,I hide and I shout,my courage is fading out,The reality bit me hard,and slowly revealing the bare me keep hiding inside...AN: ewan ...
sana kaya ko isulat lahat ng nararamdaman ko ngaun...sana after ko masulat mawala na lang lahat..Gusto ko ng bumalik sa ellen na kilala ko, ayaw ko na ng ganito..Prang di ako makamove on sa mga nangyayari skin...This past few months, parang andmi dami ko ginawang kasalanan..parang andami dami kong mali na di ko na alam pano itatama..I need to grow..pero prang ang nangyayari skin di ako naggrow..Nalilito ...
One thing that i learned from college is to say give up when you know you cant do anything about it.I am not that good on measuring when to stop or not, so i don't know if my decision is right. But today, i said to myself that I wouldn't be that hardheaded to accept things. I know it wouldn't fade that easily..It will still remain but it just change. Maybe it is for the better..i will only wait ...
Korean version! haha (not exact translation) (Feeling KOREAN NAMAN!)그것되었습니다 개월 전 내가 18 살이 된 그 날 가까이 있지만 합법적인 성인으로 분류됩니다 날로부터 난 여전히 아이처럼 행동 온겁니다. 데뷔로부터 거의 6 개월, 그리고 여러 가지 일이 있었는지. 내 인생을 계획하기 전에 무엇을 묘사하는 경우로서 함께 가야하지 않습니다. 시간에 내가 않을 졸업 (이 10 월) 우리 논문의 거치 때문입니다. 이번엔 거짓말하지 않을 겁니다 그 때 난 괜찮아 사실은 내가 아니 로다 자신을 설득. 지금까지 내가 본 가장 큰 것이라고 할 수 내가 내 존재가 18 년 동안 경험한 가을. 때문에 난 정말 시간이 내가 무엇을 내 인생에 일이 일어 났는지 내 ...
I'm confused, I'm lost,my soul and body are nowhere to be find,I'm stupid and dumb,my brain is now out of sight,I hide and I shout,my courage is fading out,The reality bit me hard,and slowly revealing the bare me keep hiding inside... ...
Kaninang maga ko pinost to! kasi baka mabura ko pa..*sayang naman*Last night, we celebrate our financer/driver/listener/bod/ (at marami pa) Kuya JR's borthday (party) *too much plurk!* waaahhaa at Burgoo:DNakakatuwa kasi complete ang COG!!! (heart)here are the pics:D *tinatamad ako magkwento* kayo na lang tumingin..haha ...
It maybe sound stupid, but I am going to give another shot, who knows maybe it will work.It's been a month since the last time I post a blog, and from that day, many things happened. I feel DOOMED!!! I felt that I am in the lowest state of life so far, and like everyone else...I DO HATE IT.My confidence leave me for a while (and I dont know when she will come back), my inspirations suddenly filed ...
