Notes from a Plain Jane

sana..

sana kaya ko isulat lahat ng nararamdaman ko ngaun...sana after ko masulat mawala na lang lahat..Gusto ko ng bumalik sa ellen na kilala ko, ayaw ko na ng ganito..Prang di ako makamove on sa mga nangyayari skin...This past few months, parang andmi dami ko ginawang kasalanan..parang andami dami kong mali na di ko na alam pano itatama..I need to grow..pero prang ang nangyayari skin di ako naggrow..Nalilito ...

Ellen6:45 AM

white flag is up!

One thing that i learned from college is to say give up when you know you cant do anything about it.I am not that good on measuring when to stop or not, so i don't know if my decision is right. But today, i said to myself that I wouldn't be that hardheaded to accept things. I know it wouldn't fade that easily..It will still remain but it just change. Maybe it is for the better..i will only wait ...