If there is one thing that everyone should wish for, its not peace, I think it should be kindness.
A trait where everyone should possess to achieve the peace we always wanted to have.

I do believe that everyone is kind in their own way, in their own time and in their own sense but most of the time we, people mask it.
We mask it in order to protect ourselves, and I cannot blame anyone about that.

I wasn't leaving so long in this life to say so many profound things but I lived long enough to understand why they say that the world is a one big jungle, and you need to think of yourself first. It wasn't easy being kind when there is a chance that people will betray you in the end, and at the end of the day it will be your fault for being so 'kind'. It wasn't easy standing on decision to be kind when you know that you will be hurt by the same reason. And we are all human here, we have our weakness and most of us are afraid of pain, especially emotional pain.

I have tried hardening my heart and be much wiser. By this I mean choosing the people whom I will be nice, and choose whose I will treat kind enough not be tagged as rude. But doing this, and observing what I feel makes me sad because I feel like betraying this child inside of me. This child that always believes that people are nice in nature and it will forever be that way but most of the time they hide it and I wanted to show them that it is okay to be kind :)

Though the earth is a big jungle and we can see it more clearly now that we are on the working class but if you observe people, just observe and you can still see that there are still people who are kind but not giving the spot light because we are busy looking at the things we think is much important.
I hope one day we could see on the telly, that 50% of the shows talks about kindness, I bet people will be much happier to be tagged as kind (and not as a weakling because they are kind)

I was browsing my facebook and tumblr and I can't help but feel envy to my friends who went out of the country, currently relaxing in the beach wearing a bikini and doing jumpshots yet here I am, in the comfort of my bed waiting for Running Man to load properly so I can watch the latest episode. But since I am not the type to wallow on self-pity tell that to the marines ellen :P and wanted to post something I decided to write about the everything I will do or I wanted to have in my second life as the crazy me.

No, I will not say I am okay with what and proud of it because I will not deprived myself for a little reality vacation :P and unleashed my crazy imagination. And it's just a fun imaginative game, don't kill the fun and make your own too :) 

If I will be reborn again, and Papa God asked me what I want when I grow up I will tell him these:

• Please make me taller. I stand 4'11 now, though Asian race is not that tall and I think I will be forever the cute little sister most of my friends love, I still think that being in the 5 range is amazing. Honestly I wanted to stand 5'5 atleast so I can do modelling and try being a flight steward :D And would'nt it be amazing to do jumpshots with long legs? hehehehe
• Please make me thinner, or someone that have a body type that won't get fat easily. Though my friends said that I am not that fat and I do think so, but since I am short, a little addition to my weight is really obvious. P.S I am starting to strictly follow a diet now T.T
• Please let my parents have a better job so they can provide more to us and let us enroll on the classes I never knew existed when I was a child. I do love my parents and the life they give me, but I feel envy when I saw some of the people I met do these stuff because they can afford it.

Aside from these, I like the way my life is right now. I love my face though it's not so good currently because of pimples but still I never wanted to change anything except my height and weight :P I also love the people I have in my life too and I will never trade them for anyone ^^

Though my list if really short and not so entertaining, I wish you could create your list too and then think if those things really matter because I know mine doesn't but it will be great if I can have those too :P