Here is a pic of Jojo, Isabel (the bride), Jona, Angela and Me ^^

Today is Belay's civil wed and it was a Surprise for us.

Di ako makapaniwala na yung sister ko ikinasal na...parang biro lang..wala talaga sa amin maniwala na totoo yung sinabi ni jojo sa akin kagabi..kung nakita nyo lang yung face namin kanina! pwd isali sa WOW MALI :D haha 

Ang tanda na pala namin no? Malapit na ang average namin sa 20's pero feeling ko baby pa din ako..haha sabi nga nila kalabaw lang ang tumatanda:P Kidding aside it was a shock to everyone para akong nagulat na di ko ma explain..feeling ko ang layo pa ng age para magpakasal ako, wala pa nga ako work eh tapos ganun na. parang kailan nga lang magkakasama pa kami sa HS ngayos Mrs. Domingo na sya! 

I just wish for the best sa kanila ni Tan Tan. Hope that this marriage will last forever:) 

Congrats sister! baka umiyak ako sa church wedding nyo! haha papayat ako para sa araw na yun ^^

I hope that it would be the first and last..:)

CRY

I should be doing a speech right now but my mind wants to do something so i follow her..hahaha BTW I am acting what my mind wants me to do..so if you dont like it blame my mind not me!

I believe I am Lucky :) I always think that I am one of Papa God's favorite cup of tea but looking at this picture, I wonder what kind of goodness i have done to met these people on a road where true friendship is hard to find. 

When I was in my last year of high school, i doubt if i will find any true friends on college, insecurity covers me at first and from the story I've heard its a place where you should survive no matter what. 

I am so happy to met and stay with my threesome dudes! Though our roads were bumpy, just like the others but we manage to stay on each other sides. We had quarrels and some misunderstandings but at the end of the day, everyone always saw the four of us together.

I really don't know how and when it all begun, all i can remember was Gian's asking Gelia if she can give him some food (cookies, if I may add on B-Math Class) and the day when he threw a ball of newspaper to me which hit my head before our Permana class. After those times, i find myself going to school anticipating what will I do with the council. I find myself asking for overnight permissions almost every other day, i was eating more than I should, I was going from places to places, and I was being open to express my real self. Like every road, the councils way weren't smooth, there's bump here and there, and some lost there way. But whatever happen, I am so glad that spend the rest of my college days with these 8 wonderfully crazy people.

I believe true friendships happens because fate allows it. Being a foursome and a council member is something that fate was given to me and for that I am really grateful. I do met a lot of true friends on my college adventure, but my council adventure is something that I know not everyone would experience and for that I will forever think I am Lucky ^^ LUCKY ME! :P

Naiingit ako sa multiply ni NONENG dahil... wala lang..hehe andami nyang blogs T_T ako unti lang..Ingitera talaga ako! hahaha  MISS YOU NENG ^^  pag may time at may work na ako Date tayo ah :)

A/N: I did this becaus my Social Worker asked me to, it was a mini biography of me ^^ i dont know if i had misspelled words or wrong grammars..dont have the time to proof read (i didnt sleep last night because of this..)

I grow up on a famous community, a place which one time gathered the world’s attention not because of its beauty or its elegance but it’s the other way around. I lived and raise on a place described before as a large landfill in Manila, which consist of over two million tons of garbage and decomposed at a high temperature that it ignites; it is called as Smokey Mountain. I just don’t live near Smokey Mountain; I am also living in Tondo, Manila which other people have the notion as a dangerous place because the residents are “war freaks” as what they said.

Being a child at that time, I really don’t care about that stuff, all I know was I am the same as everyone else though I heard some rumors but I didn’t put it on mind. I only realized the influence of social stigma when I was in mid-elementary where I can slowly understand what was happening on my environment.

I didn’t grow up on book type family settings where the father provides everything for his family; where the wife do all the household chores and take care of the children and her husband; where the children’s play, study and help their mother on the chores and they live happily. I didn’t say it didn’t happen on our family, during the early days it happens, but problems are always part of our lives. My father works to provide our family needs, my mother work at home running a small variety store to help my father; me and my younger brother study and play. That was before until a serious family problem came. I cannot remember exactly what age I am at that time, but I wasn’t reached the age of ten. Arguing between my parents once a week or a month became a natural sight. As a child at that time, I really can’t do anything whenever my parents fought and my mother cries. I really despise that moment because tears are also flowing on both mine and my brothers eyes. Back at that time, there’s only one thing always run to my mind and that is I will never let my mom cry except the reason is happiness, because of me. I promised myself that my mom will never carry any burden because of me so I should be responsible enough for my own actions. I should be strong enough so that my mom could get some strength from me and I can also care for my younger brother, that time as well I learned to bottle up everything inside.

Education is important, that is one of the things my mother always nailed to me and my siblings brains. A grade with a line of 7 is a big no-no, so I’ll always make it a point to get a grade of 80 above. I love school and I love arts. I am fascinated with drawings and I discover that I can draw better than some people. Drawing and dancing was the second reason why I get associated with Konkokyo; the first one was because I am a former student of Konkokyo Learning Center. Way back before, I don’t have an outgoing personality, I am noisy but not that bubbly. I don’t also have enough self confidence in other things except on studies. On my last year of elementary, I joined “Alay Sa Bata”, a program conducted every December by the Social Action Office of De La Salle-College of Sainte Benilde as Konkokyo Center Representative in Drawing with other grantees. Maybe the luck was on our side, me and my partner won as the second place. I was so happy because that was my first time to join a contest and it wasn’t academics. I also joined their anniversary mini-concert in which all the grantees show case their talents. That time, I am slowly gaining some self confidence and nurture my talents. I still joined Alay Sa Bata for three consecutive years until I reached the age limit of 12. I also joined their activities which help me to face my shyness and able to communicate with other people.  Some of my inferiorities are being address which I know help a lot on my self esteem.

On my mid-high school, I focus more on my studies because two more years, and I will be a college student which bring so many fears in me. There are plans before that the De La Salle-College of Saint Benilde (DLS-CSB), a school under a La Salle System which is considered as one of the best school in the Philippines, will offer a new type of scholarship and it is for the student under Non-Government Organizations (NGO), but that time it was all a plan and I can’t rely on this. Even though I still have a year left, I am really nervous about college education, I know my parents, especially my mother will really do anything in order for me to have a college degree, and I on my part will do anything to make sure that my parents wouldn’t waste money on me, so we really rely on scholarships.

I was on my last year of high school when Ate Gina, told me the good news, I was one of the 4 students who will take the college entrance exam at the De La Salle-College of Saint Benilde (DLS-CSB) as a representative of Konkokyo. I really prayed and believed that I will be studying at CSB (short term for DLS-CSB), and I am really thankful to Konkokyo for giving me a once in a lifetime chance. When I took the exam, I really feel nervous, even though I already entered CSB when I was in elementary and high school because of the contest, I felt like I never entered this school. I really prayed hard to Jesus to help me pass the entrance exam. It was on Feb when the result came, I went to the computer shop to check if I do belong to the people who pass. My palms are sweating when I type my name, I remember I scream at the computer shop when I saw the Congratulations, you passed the entrance exam with animated confetti. My friend got so shocked when I scream but when they knew the reason, they all pinch me and squeal with happiness with me. I was so happy that I immediately went home to tell the good news.

After my high school graduation, I along with my three co-grantees processed all the necessary documents. That time insecurity somewhat covers me again, I wonder what my classmates would say about me because I am different from them. I am not rich like most of them, and I know I can be a possible candidate for social stigmas because of the place where I am from. I also worried if I can find friends that will accept me, or I will be a loner for my whole stay. I also think before that maybe I can find one or two friends. I didn’t say anything about my fears because I don’t want to listen to it; I want to think positive like what I always did. I already had the scholarship which my schoolmates will do anything to get one, what else should I fear? And I am at the school to study, which is my main priority. It seems funny how I talked to myself every night to conquer all those fears.

I was one of the 12 pioneer Benildean Hope Scholar, the type of scholarship given to us, and I can say that it is much harder because we can also be called as the test subjects. I don’t have any upper class co-scholar to ask what should I do regarding of this concerns, it would be easy if there is someone who can tell you its okay, I survived it, you can too, that would probably uplift your spirit. But maybe fate really wants to teach me more things.

At first, I was hesitant to act naturally because I am still overwhelmed about my new environment, I was really shy and timid because I am afraid to create any mistakes or be a laughing stock. But later on, I realized that my classmates are also like me, they are all nervous too, and they are all facing their own problems, so just be myself and I know everything will turn out well.

Staying in College of Saint Benilde for almost 4 years was really great. I participate on voluntary activities which I realized more that I am still lucky than those other people. I also join some meetings, seminars and activities that involve people from the upper ladder of the school administration. I become as BHS representative on one of the scholars meeting with the Brother President of the school. I, along with my co-scholar host an event that has connections with my scholarship like Memorandum of Agreement (MOA) signing. On our first year, we also perform a special number for the birthday of the Brother President at that time.  I also joined academic contest being encourage by our great professors.

I met a lot of good people in Benilde, my group of friends in which they didn’t care about your status in life, and they all care about who you are, without any pretentions. They value you for who you are and not what you can do. They will laugh with you during your crazy moments, gives comfort during the time you need someone, and stood for you when you need someone to back you up. My classmate who treats everyone properly, they didn’t care if you’re from outer space as long they can understand what you’re saying they are going to have a good laugh with you. My teachers who act as a friend outside the classroom and act as respectable teacher in front of the class.

While staying in Benilde, I learned to be open and take life slowly. I learned to laugh about everything and take things easy. I gained more self confidence and a nice supply of self esteem. There are so many things that I knew changed in me. Back on a few weeks, Feb 27, 2010, my graduation day, I really feel so happy, not only because I will be graduation, or because I have a honorable mention award or my parents will see me walking on the stage holding a diploma but mainly because as I walk on the platform, I knew that I am fulfilled with my college experience. As I walk with my medal pinned on my toga, I feel that this is the fruit of my hard works on studies; this is something that I can offer to my parents as a token for their support to me. As I walk with smile on my face and not a single drop of tear, it’s because I know the friendship I had with my friends will never end on this day, and I can feel everyone knew this. I feel very successful even though I didn’t have job or a nice life that everyone connects with the word success. I feel it because I am now finished one chapter of my life in which can be my stepping stone. I feel successful because I found true friends. I feel successful because I know my parents and the Konkokyo center is happy for me.

My definition of success at this time maybe different from what others think of, or maybe too simple but this is one part of the word itself.

At this moment, I am finding a job which can help me enhance my strengths and empower my weakness, a work which can give me a career growth. I am now on the way on achieving another success, and this time it’s on the profession that I choose.

nag-18 ako sa bahay nila Gelly doing some PROJECTS! (what a nice 18th birthday..hehe..pero okay lang masaya naman nung morning eh ^^) ngaun I spent my 19 birthday with GELLY, KUYA JR and BECKY (his labidabs) and GIAN! sayang wala yung ibang council ^^ nakaka miss tuloy sila ^^ Nagulat ako sa borthday cake na bigay ni kuya..di ko agad napansin..PERO MASARAP ^^ (bago nagsakitan mga tummy namin nung umaga dahil kay PUTTANESCA at SUPER PANALO MEAL) Wala man yung iba nakakatats naman na tumawag si neffy at francis (sa susunod sama kayo) tapos yung mga text message na galing sa mga taong nakakaalam ng number ko (lol). THANK YOU SUPER DUPER SA LAGHAT NG BUMATI AT NAKAALALA. (HUG)

Ang tagal na rin from the last time nakapunta kami sa Pampanga..sayang na-isip ko pa naman na almost complete kami (ALMOST KASI ALAM NA WALA SI JINNO) pero masaya naman..nakakalungkot lang kasi KONTI ngaun ^^ masaya kasi nakilala na naman ni BECKY ^^ na kasama namin sa pambabanat kay grampapi ^^ anjan diin si PAPA G ^^ (na super taas ang LEVEL ng kagwapuhan) at si tEH! gel ^^. Kakatuwa din yung SWIMMING POOL na hanep sa LAMIG! astig parang di summer eh...Nakakatuwa ding manood ng binibining pilinas..haha (swimsuit at QA portion is the best), at ang napakalalim na subtitle ng MAMMA MIA! (di ko napanood yung isa eh..TULOG na AKO X_X) Basta nakakatuwa yung weekend, and all the educational (green) talk..mas masaya sana kung andun sila pero the memory is really worth it :) Lagi naman worth it basta kasama ko ang council eh:) This is another wonderful birthday for me..nakaka guilty lang kasi 2 years ng di ko nakakasama sila mama sa birthday ko..(bale..bumabawi naman ako lagi eh) :D

ITS FEBRUARY! which means.....

VALENTINES NA! (asa, di ko nga pinagtutuunan ng pansin ang pulang araw na to) hahaha

GRADUATION na :P (syempre hanapan na din ng works)

hays! ang bilis ng panahon^^ dati lang first year ako , ngaun mukha pa din akong first year :D (oopppss..walang aangal blog ko to) pero ang bilis talaga ng panahon, nakakamiss yung mga tambay sa harap ng classrum at kulitan sa class :) I will miss the days na almost buong linggo kaming magkakasama pero di nagkakasawaan sa mukha ng isa't isa ^^ sana maging friendship ko pa sila ng super duper mega ultra tagal ^^ I love my friends and experiences sa college..it makes me more light headed ^^

A/N: im sleepy but my crazy mind wander again and create this childish poem :) :P haha Night Night! *I promised myself to sleep before one and it starts today! wish me luck*

there is a path i know
they say its different from everyone
so i guess mine's is different from yours,

I cant say its straight,
i cant say its curve,
I cant see a patern,
its crazy but looks funny,

i look behind and saw some marks,
i even saw small bridges,
that's connected to another path,
but it looks like forgotten from the past.

i look ahead but the path seem to end where i stand,
its scary and funny at the same time,
its scary to see the end in front of me,
its funny because excitement fills me.

I took some baby steps,
trying to figure out its mystery,
i feel amaze on how every step i make,
this path continues to follow me.

PS: Orange is officially one of my favorite color!:) (so so random)

I cant sleep again.as if it is new (doh) so i decided to create another random blog entry for my multiply and livejournal :D Yay!

Lately, I'm into watching Korean Drama, as in everyday i watched 2-3 movies before i help in chores here. While digging some korean drama's i realized how much time flew, year 2000 is a decade ago, and looking at some movie poster that encounter, I smiled and went to some vivid recollections before the year 2000 came.

11 years ago,1999, I was in third grade and pre-occupied about my first report in front of the class without being shy and having an audible voice. I remember my teacher randomly ask student who will report in front of the class and lucky, i got picked when i was silently praying that she will not call my name, but i guess Papa God didnt hear it. I report about Hindu with a visuals of manila papers. I didnt recall how nervous i am, but i know i practiced a lot before my report.

11 years ago, i was busy memorizing the multiplication table and always raise my hands when it was time to recite multiplication by 5 :D. I was playing spirit of the coin with my classmates when Mrs. De Vera wasn't around. I was wondering why my sitmate Lester always tease me and mess my hair, but he's kind, he always do what i told him to do. :) 

During my third grade in elementary, i used to be afraid of my home room because there were news that a white lady was seen at night on our classroom. I always hear stories about our school being an old cemetery and outside was an old hospital being demolished because of oldness and decided to be reconstructed as an elementary school. There was even a rumor that on the girls cr, when your alone, a hunchback man will appear, so i never go to rest room alone.

I will never forget this year because its the first time i had a fight with my first best friend named Ma. Ethel Caasim if I am not mistaken. ( I dont know where she is now because she transferred school when we were in fifth grade) I dont recall the reason why we had a one-hour, one day, not talking fight, but I remember it was a thursday. Talk about being childish, we didnt talk yet we passed paper with each other through our row mates just saying we would never talk to each other, after an hour we talk while copying notes from the black board as if nothing happened. 

Another unforgettable memory of my 1999 was about my brother and how much he despise going to school without being watched by one of our parents. He was a grade one student and his classroom was across mine, so i can see him because i seat near the window. He was crying out loud because he saw our father leaving, he was really crying hysterically that i saw three teachers asking him to stop crying. (Some Grade One pupils and their crying syndrome sometimes makes me wonder why, because I always told my parents even when i was in kinder garden that they can go home and fetch me after the class) To make the story short, my brother saw me and he run to my classroom. He stop crying and behave so good, but that whole day, he sat beside me while I was taking my class. My home room teacher told me secretly that she will not allow me to go to class if my brother will sit in. I told our parents about that and they laugh at what happen.

Though I had lot of stories about 1999, this is what i always remember before everyone welcome the new decade, the year of the dragon 2000. I was watching Knowledge Power hosted by Ernie Barong, and that episode talked about the prediction made by the scientist that 2000 is the end of the world. I was afraid, really afraid that i cant forget that news. That year also I accept that there will be death for everyone, and i should prepare myself for that day because i dont know when it will come. It maybe sound stupid or weird for an eight year old girl accepting the fact that she will die, but honestly it really helps me. I am afraid about end of the world, and afraid that it will come during my time living here, but everybody is afraid, of course every one will be. That time, i realized the power of positive thinking, though there is a possibility for the end of the world, its just a prediction, and i will spend quality time with my love one on 2000.

Ten Years ago, I am still alive, and 2000 wasnt the end of the world. I experienced going to college and soon will find my own job. I am no longer the eight year old kid, i am an eighteen year old teen spending quality time with the person i love. Its funny how time flew. It's been 10 years ago from being an eight and soon i will turn nineteen, my life for the past years pass like a wind, so fast. 

I went to church a while ago and its homily says "Learned from your 2009, welcome your 2010 with hopes". Actually i already have a plan to create this blog entry before 2010, but i got so busy on the last day of 2009 so i think its alright to make it now :)

What is 2009 for me?

Actually i think it WASNT a LUCKY YEAR for me, with all the personal, friendship and academe problems that i faced, i cant say that it was a good year. But i really cant say that it was a bad year because there are so many things that made me a better me, (if ever i become one).

To be honest, this is the only year as fas as i remembered that i face academe problem, ever since my younger days, this part of my life is the one I'm really proud of. I start going to school at the age of 3, finished my high school studies at 15 and soon to graduate at 18. Even though i didnt get any highest academe award, i do belong to the top of the class and top of the school. I didnt have any failed subjects and always graduates on time. But this year, something bad happened, me and my group mates got deferment, meaning we will not be able to graduate on time and extend one more term to finished the thesis, the good thing about it, it will never reflect on our college academic records. I dont know how many tears i and my friends shed for that unwanted event. That's also the first time i saw one of my friend/group mate cry, she is not the type to cry easily but that day, she silently cry while we are both in the chapel. Another sad thing about the deferment, our barkada was waiting outside, trusting and hoping that we will pass, but we didn't. That's the first time people wait outside for our group because they wanted to not just because they were the next group to defend. I remember i don't know how to face them and says we got deferment and a single shed of tears wasn't visible to my face. The deferment really gives pain to me and my friends, even our teachers got sad when they knew the result, most of them asked "what happened to the four of you". All of them expect that we will pass, even our own selves hopes that we will pass.

That's not the only sad thing happened, i ended a friendship with someone this year. I didnt think about it now a days but i think i need to include it here. That's the first time i ended friendship with someone and treat that friendship is a part of my stupidity. There's so much drama on this part and i don't want to elaborate it. Actually it wasn't the only friendship problem that i faced, there's one time that the cog family faced a lot of drama.There's a plan to leave the group because he don't want to break our council family. There's the silent treatment that trigger that plan.There's the also the time when we blame someone from the foursome and causes sometime to sulk, which i cant blame her because I'm guilty with that event.There was someone who collapsed for being chuperhero, and had an amnesia (lol). There was even a time when i don't want to talk to my best friend because i felt that she wasnt my best friend from before. I should also say that this year is my most emotional and stupid year that i ever experienced.

This year also let me experienced depression, that i became so fearful to do anything. I suddenly feel that i cant do anything right so its better if i wouldny do anything. I cry every night because of what had happen on thesis, i cried because its difficult for me to accept what had happen. I felt that i brought every one down, my family, my friends who had faith in me, my councilor, the NGO whom became the bridge for my scholarship. There was even a time when i don't want to go outside the house because everything's reminds me of past plans i build hoping that i will graduated this October, that didn't happen, the promises i made to myself. What had happen makes me lose my self confidence. I also became super sensitive regarding friendship, especially to my high school friends. Theres one time when i want to be with them and planned to asked them who i am way back in high school so that i can told myself to go back from that person. But maybe they think i am too strong or i am just being silly again, that's why they didn't notice that i feel bad. I didn't go to their home like the way im used to do because i suddenly felt that I'm tired wandering around just to say hi but they didn't do that to me.I decided not to share what i am experiencing to them nor say went to their homes and say hi. Theres a time when one of my high school friend told me that they feel bad because i didnt give time to them, I just snicker and let him thinks what he wants, but inside im being hurt. They didn't even wonder what's happening to my life, and they even feel bad towards me. I really what had happen to me that time. It seems that I'm really lost which i really am.

2009 was really a tough year for me, i became really emotional and stupid regarding my actions and my decision. But if i will think again, i couldnt say that it was a bad year for me, because this year helps me became a better person.

Before i faced those things, i knew before that they weren't easy, but i dont know how not easy they can be.

When i faced the deferment problem, i suddenly feel that our teachers really believed my group, they never even thinks we will have any problems. I feel happy inside because i realized that our teacher remember me and my friends in a good way. That day when i went home, i really cry really hard and dont know how to face my parents. When i told them the news, my mother got angry with me (who wouldnt) so after her speech, i ran to my bed and cry really hard. I didn't know my father follows me and he hugged me, he said that its okay and everyone else makes mistakes, its good that i experienced failure when i am not on the top of everything because at this early stage, i already experienced it and will give me another wise perspective. At that time, i really cried harder because that's the first time in almost 6 or 7 years my father console me again, and again i am his little girl. Even though i often got angry with him, i cant deny the fact that i missed the days when he used to console me because my mom got angry due to my spoiled antics. He even said that its okay, I've always been a good daugther for them ever since, and what had happen is part of life that i need to know to be a better person. He even explained that my mother wasnt angry with me, we both know that she's like that. After that little talk with my father, along with my sister who also hugged and console me. I was happy inside, because i know my family is always there for me, and for once i find again the father i do missed for years. It also felt funny when my mother defend my deferment to the people whom wondering why i wouldnt graduate on time.
Though i really feel bad about the deferment, it also nice to know that there are peoples who really believe me and thinks that i am strong. Experiencing it makes me realized that it wasnt really bad to get a not so good grades because the people whom love me really love me for who i am. I also understand now the feeling of being left out (graduation) which i am really curious before, though it's far from good, it wasnt really bad.

The deferment makes me also realized that i missed being at home, without being so busy. I am at home watching everyone doing their everyday routine, at home sitting in front of the computer doing nothing and leave every time i want. I suddenly realized that time for three years, i've been so busy with college life that i didnt notice that i am just at home physically but my mind is still busy. It feels refreshing to cook for them and wash dishes again, making house hold chores feels nice as well. With so much time on my hand, i realized that i do miss my family so much.

2009 makes me realized that its wasnt hard to end a friendship that wasn't worth of my time and effort. I learned to value myself more and thinks about my own sake. I shouldnt keep a one sided friendship because it wasnt a friendship anymore. I shouldnt trust to much because there are people who arent trustworthy. Actually, i also feel glad about 2009 because it shows me my bad sides that i acquire over the years. It makes me look on my past and realized that i really changed so much, some of them are good, and some of them are bad, which i want to change again. I also realized that people around you wont need you like the way you used to, but it doesn't mean they value you less. There are just time when they learned to be stronger and need to be alone. Like what one of the quotes i love, Trees are planted far from each other so they can grow and be mature.

Last year (2009), what really makes me happy is i found another family with the council. Though we really had fun on 2008, 2009 became the test year, and im so glad that they are with me when i am experiencing such bad luck. Actually i don't know how will i survive those events if i am not with them. If i am not laughing with them and being crazy, maybe up to now i am still depressed. They play a great role on my coping part. Actually they also taught me how to let go of my usual self. I am not that funny when i was on high school, i am talkative but never be as crazy as i am right now. The council taught me that it's really okay if you are being laugh at, its even funny if you laugh at your self. I learned that its okay to show who really i am because they show who really they are. Being with them makes me realized that i am still lucky because i still got them by my side. I also realized that looks can be deceiving. Even though one of the members looks like a goon, he is really a wise and mature guy that will tell you when you did something wrong. My mind became corrupted because of them aswell T_T haha. Because of the council, i learned to take things more lightly and i know that its better to be teased about something than keep everything in your self.

P.S. I also celebrate my debut this year and so happy when i got a small party for it!

I just remember last dec 28 when i read my 2010 astrological prediction ( i am a piecesian) that the year 2009 wasnt a lucky year for me, and actually it wasnt..haha T_T That time i really don't believe it because they always says that i am lucky, and i really believe that. But after what happened, i knew they (who ever makes the predictions) are right. But despite what had happen, i am happy that i've got the change to experience such troubles, because my perspective became wider XD

I hope that 2010 will be a lot better for me, and there are more adventures for my beloved council XD

*Ang haba haba nito, di ko na chineck ang grammar ko..hahahahaha*